Plugging into home: Artist reflects her world through soundscapes

by | Nov 17, 2023

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by Axl Lee | Next Generation Radio, Indigenous Journalist Association & University of New Mexico in Albuquerque, NM | November 2023

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Autumn Chacon: We wanted to make a sound that could emulate what her heart has been through, what the heart of a 90 year old Diné woman has gone through. And so, it’s not going to sound like a drum beat, like a heart beat like we’re used to. It’s going to be added with all the stress and broken signals that exist in our lives.

My name is Autumn Chacon and I’m an artist, a full time artist from here in Albuquerque, New Mexico.

My mom is Navajo. She’s originally from Chinle, AZ and my dad is Chicano from Northern NM. Together they were a part of the American Indian Movement. You know those are the values that kind of really shaped my upbringing. You know Throughout our lives, my siblings and I we were always exposed to social justice

(Unintelligible child talking )

I have a daughter, she’s five years old and in a way she has her own sense of justice and that’s good enough for now, that’s a good sign.

I’m not necessarily the type of artist that sells pieces, I write performance pieces or conceptual pieces so most of the time I have to be there in person to direct the piece or install it into a gallery or a museum.

Any artist, their role is sort of to create a language, an alternative language, to describe something that can’t be described in regular words. When you hear my sound art, sometimes it just sounds like you know a static-y radio and maybe you can’t even tell it’s art or maybe that sound really resonates with you.

(Static Radio)

One of my favorite performance pieces occurred during Standing Rock.

So I wanted to write a piece that emphasizes that even when we participate in that process, we’re not listened to.

We called the, uh, the president of the Bank of North Dakota to, Stop an $8 million loan that they were going to loan the Morton County sheriffs to, to fight water protectors. So we wrote a letter to the manager and she gave us a meeting and when we arrived to the bank, the entire bank went under lockdown. Whatever, they proved the point. The piece was complete.

One of the challenges of being a full time artist and a full time mom is, I can’t install conceptual work with a five year old running around. So something I’ve really had to, um, you know, advocate for myself is childcare. A lot of people who have the privilege to be a full time artist is men. They’re not the person who is expected to take care of children.

It’s in my contract that childcare has to be provided.  I’m not being rented, when you hire me to install work, or you hire one of my ideas. You’re funding my life for that moment that we’re working together, and part of my life is that I, I have a child.

You know my daughter is definitely my home, wherever she is, is, is, is my home. My family where the people I love are, that’s home. 

(Television turning on)

(Static Radio)

 

What is the meaning of

home?

In this project we are highlighting the experiences of Indigenous people in the state of New Mexico.
 

Alx Lee, Diné, speaks with Autumn Chacon, also Diné, about her sound art and how she got her start in the field. Chacon, a full-time artist and single parent, uses her platform to advocate for the support she needs to bring her child along when traveling for work. Chacon says that her sense of home is tied to her family and loved ones.  

Woman and child look at computer in front of recording equipment.

Autumn Chacon and her daughter spend time together in her Albuquerque home studio as they view the Mastodon social media platform on a computer on Monday, Nov. 13, 2023. Chacon’s daughter often travels with her mother for work.

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Nestled inside the South Valley of Albuquerque sits a studio that is capturing distorted sounds of activism and culture. Complete with cables, zines, and the occasional stuffed animal, the workspace holds a sense of home for Diné and Chicano sound artist Autumn Chacon. 

“When you hear my sound art, sometimes it just sounds like a static-y radio,” Chacon said. “Maybe you can’t even tell it’s art, or sometimes maybe that sound really resonates with you and it brings back something that you understand.”

Her audio installations are not the familiar sounds the average listener would connect to music. 

The distorted heartbeat of her grandma put through a guitar pedal is a favorite among the sound pieces she’s produced. Flipping the expectation of a heartbeat and the person it belongs to was an emphasis Chacon wanted to showcase. Her work blends sounds that have been recorded by herself and distorted, processed and looped through various electronic devices.

When you hear my sound art, sometimes it just sounds like a static-y radio. Maybe you can’t even tell it’s art, or sometimes maybe that sound really resonates with you and it brings back something that you understand.

Autumn Chacon

Sound Artist

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Woman stands in front of an adobe wall.

Autumn Chacon is a sound artist and lives with her daughter in Albuquerque, N.M. Chacon says home is not a place but rather the family that surrounds her.

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Chacon found a new music scene through her work in radio and public broadcasting that allowed her to experiment with her background in stringing audio together, writing, and creative production. 

She describes the overall sound music scene as “white.” 

“Other cities that have this type of scene, it’s like, white guys who have a lot of gear and they kind of have enough gear to mess around,” she said. 

When she entered the practice of sound engineering, she endured the gatekeeping of older white men to her joining their ranks. Due to the resistance of her would-be peer group and her lack of formal training, she taught herself.

“I already have this piece of equipment open with all of its wires hanging out,” she said. “I can sort of do whatever I want. I know enough to keep it alive.”

Between finding another community and her own self-education, she was able to skirt those barriers.

“Albuquerque is unique in that it’s got a high number of women of color who are part of this scene,” Chacon said. “So I’m happy to be one of those women. And I think that came to be because artists on occasion collaborate with each other.”

Chacon’s studio is packed with equipment in various states of repair that she has accumulated over the years. She learned her craft, in large part, by repairing and using old gear as she acquired it. 

 “I had to sort of learn to make new tools, basically,” she said. 

A VHS television, a cassette player and a full shelf of worn sound processors also adorn the studio space, in addition to a boom box, speakers, albums and other gear. Stickers on the side of Chacon’s computer tower demonstrate her activism within the Indigenous community. 

A Standing Rock performative piece featured Chacon and three actors staging a meeting with the manager of a bank that would fund the construction of the pipeline. The piece concludes after the bank and street were closed down by police, rejecting their peaceful demonstration. 

These pieces reflect the upbringing that Chacon had while growing up in a Diné and Chicano household. Now, she’s raising her daughter with the same expectations of being a caretaker. 

With a mother who is Diné and a father who is Chicano, Chacon’s always been tied to the Albuquerque area.

“Either three hours to the west is where my mom’s from, or three hours to the north is where my dad’s from, so this is kind of right in the middle for me, and I consider anywhere within that six hour stretch my home,” she said. 

Whether it’s at the Navajo Nation Fair or around the Albuquerque area, Chacon says it’s not hard to find family and those important people in her life. 

“They say New Mexico, even though it’s a big state, it’s really like a small town,” she said.

Chacon’s 5-year-old daughter has already shown an inclination toward her own sense of social justice. 

“Her teachers tell me, ‘don’t mess with her friends,’ she’ll definitely let you know that’s not okay,” Chacon said. 

Albuquerque activist Maria Brock’s research in early childhood has shown that by age 3, children understand the concept of caring for others, Chacon said. For her daughter, that sense of taking care of those around her and understanding her effect on them is enough. 

Her daughter is with her at installations and Chacon finds advocacy within that part of her life. Often men are not confronted with the dilemma of arranging childcare while pursuing art full-time, she said. For her, that’s not the case. 

“I can’t install conceptual work with a 5-year-old or 4-year-old running around, hiding under tables.”

Having her daughter with her provides a sense of home while on the road and while she’s working. Chacon advocates using the teachings she learned from her loved ones. Like the records found in her studio, it’s a full circle with sound artist Chacon in how she delivers art and represents home while doing so.

An audio mixing board and guitar in front of shelves.

Most of Autumn Chacon’s work blends sounds together. Her collection of gear ranges from analog to digital. “When you hear my sound art, sometimes it just sounds like a static-y radio,” Chacon says. “Maybe you can’t even tell it’s art, or sometimes maybe that sound really resonates with you, and it brings back something that you understand.”

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A stuffed brown bear sits on desk next to cassette tapes.

This stuffed bear at the Albuquerque studio is a birthday gift to Chacon from her daughter. Even though her daughter left it multiple times at a hotel in Chinle, Ariz., it is now back home where it belongs with the Chacon family.

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A woman wearing white headphones works on a computer

Autumn Chacon reviews sound mixes on her computer in her Albuquerque studio on Monday, Nov. 13, 2023. Chacon is a self-taught electronic artist.

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I already have this piece of equipment open with all of its wires hanging out. I can sort of do whatever I want. I know enough to keep it alive.

Autumn Chacon

Sound Artist